Tamara Yanina is the widow of the Azov warrior, champion of Ukraine in kickboxing and world champion in Thai boxing Alexei Yanin (call sign Taets), who, after the loss of her husband, left with her three-year-old son, wrote a post in which she spoke about the pain for her beloved, torturing him brothers and the indifference of the world to the war in Ukraine.
“My life in five photos. I thought that nothing could be worse than your death. I thought that it would not be worse than in April, - Tamara wrote on Facebook. - But I could not even imagine that the worst thing is to survive your death; survive the death of almost all your friends; survive all these tortures of living people, men, women, old people and small children; survive the mass execution of those who defended me with you; survive every news of deaths in explosions; survive every news about the “200th” warrior - and now live with it …
I now know what it’s like when a soul dies. This is when you live from the outside, do everything as always, but inside you are dead. It’s just dead. Today, the daughter of the deceased Azov hero told me that her own uncle would soon arrive, and they would fool around and play. Her uncle is her father’s brother.
And he won’t come. Because he burned down in Yelenovka yesterday. The girl does not know about this, because she has not yet recovered from the loss of her father. And I’m sitting next to her mom, and we have a “silent scene.”
How to live on?.. This is not just a pretentious question, this is really my question, how can I live on now … Today I saw a photograph of severed hands and the head of the Ukrainian military, who were impaled on stakes or a fence. I also saw a video with a clear caption “torture and atrocities against our prisoner”, where a patik was stuck in the back of a living person, he, poor thing, crawls, and they scoff, they say something. They were tortured all this time. They continue to be tortured. While I eat, sleep, walk with the child, go to the store - they cut off their genitals, cut off their hands and heads, stick sticks in their backs and mock living people. How to live with it?
They cut off everything, not just eggs. And everything is complete. In order not to breed, they sign the video like that. How to live with it… Don’t look? - the easiest way is to forget, not to look, not to hear and not to know. It’s just not my method.
According to Tamara, she is greatly depressed by the fact that she cannot help the captured and wounded soldiers.
“I cannot save them. I couldn’t do anything. I don’t know who to write to, which macrons with Bidens to be saved. The most influential people don’t read me. But that doesn’t matter anymore… They could have been saved. But diplomacy… World diplomacy…
Please, please, explain to me someone who understands exactly this, someone with an appropriately impeccable education: why has the Hague court not yet begun a judicial investigation over the executioner country? Why are we still collecting evidence and not suing them? I don’t understand, please explain! There must be some weighty, humane reason for this, because diplomatic reasons cannot justify all these tortures, abuses, rapes, and murders.
All these people, our military, they did not die - they are killed! These are different things. The only reason I still live in this world is my son. I don’t want to be raised by strangers. Nobody will love him like I do. There are no more reasons. I no longer wait for the body, the grave, the documents, I don’t want anything. I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up again if it wasn’t for the baby. I don’t know how to live with it. I just don’t understand how to live now..
Recall that photo evidence of the Russian war crime in Olenovka appeared on the network.
See also: “Criminal revenge on the defenders of Mariupol”: an expert on the murder of Ukrainian prisoners of war by rashists in Olenivka
Photo from Tamara Yanina’s Facebook page
Source: Fakty
